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[06 Apr 2006|07:42pm] |
ugh this week has been one of the worst weeks in a while it really fucking sucks things just get worse and worse everyday. [and lord knows i will be a mess on saturday, it's jesse's one year =[ and it hasn't gotten easier one bit.]
there is drama going on with my new job that i really hope works out and i just can't even deal right now. nothing ever goes right for me nothing is ever "normal" and i have been pretty positive lately not gonna lie but right now ugh i just can't even. and because of this stupid job, no, not even the job.. the regional manager, it's messing up other things and plans that are more important and ugh i want this all to be over with.
i am going away next week and i am just going to chill i really do need a vacation and i will sort things out when i get back. i may not go to school next semester, or i might i don't really know. blah.
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| say anything! <333 |
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okay, so i know the say anything show was like.. two weeks ago haha but i never wrote about it, and i really would like to so here we go.
not only was say anything a great show but it was just so fun, i just danced and sang along and felt so great it was amazing, i didn't think about anything about the music and how fun it was. during the show max would blatanlyyy turn around and stare at me and joanna and if he was facing me he would just stop or move so i could take a picture. it was pretty sweet. not only is that bad musically gifted and amazing but they are also extremelyyy attractive.. hot damn!
that show was amazing and just so fun, one of the funnest shows i have been to.
and on the way home these two people that were behind us the whole time pulled up next to us at a redlight and the girl was like "i'm not a lesbian or anything but you are the cutest girl in the world!" and thats kind of weird but also really nice haha
and i have some sweet picture i took, so ( check that shit )
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[05 Mar 2006|03:53pm] |
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from now on whenever something happens and it could upset me i am really going to try and think of it like.. you know what, whatever is happening is happening for a reason. and i am just gonna let fate take it's course and trust that.
that may sound crazy to some, but i think believing that is better than just getting really upset.. which of course you can't stop either way but maybe this will help ease the pain.
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[17 Jan 2006|07:28pm] |
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sometimes i wonder if i make a [positive] difference in anyones life,
like, even if it's one person, that is great and i am happy i could do
that for anyone.
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[14 Jan 2006|01:40am] |
i was thinking tonight when i was driving home that i love to drive
fast. it feels so good. and right after everything happened with
jesse i would think like, omg i am going 70 i need to slow down.. but
not anymore. i drive fast and i feel like in a way i would be
making jesse proud, like.. he'd be like girl you're driving so good
now! because i am fast but can handle the car, this sounds weird but i
feel like when i drive there's a little of jesse in me like his spirit
with driving. i feel like he's watching me. he was such a great driver
and i feel like he's watching me like yeah girl that's right! like he'd
just be proud that i can drive good, like one of the boys. i
don't know that probably makes no sense to anyone but it makes sense to
me.
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| do this |
[10 Jan 2006|10:41pm] |
like, everyone has this so just do it, don't worry i will do all of yours soooon. =]
1. Name:
2. Birthday:
3. Place of residence:
4. What makes you happy:
5. What are you listening to now/have listened to last:
6. Do you read my lj:
7. If you do, what is particularly good/bad about it:
8. An interesting fact about you:
9. Are you in love/have a crush at the moment:
10. Favourite place to be:
11. Favourite lyric:
12. Best time of the year:
RECOMMEND
1. A film:
2. A book:
3. A band, a song and an album:
PLUS
1. One thing you like about me:
2. Two things you like about yourself:
3. Put this in your lj so i can tell you what I think of you.
4. POST A PICTURE OF SOMETHING
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[29 Dec 2005|02:25pm] |
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check and point.
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[28 Dec 2005|12:33am] |
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minus the bear - absinthe party at the fly honey warehouse |
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literally two days ago i felt happier then i have been in a while and
it's really weird how that changed so suddenly. but not only that just
in general this month i was really happy and as the days go by i am
getting more upset about things and it really sucks. things get bad and
then get really good then get bad. i want things to stay good for a
while, or certain things stay good because i know not everything can be
good all the time. and i just am feeling really down now, and lately,
and it sucks a lot.
i don't understand why every boy i attract seems so good at first then
as time progresses turns shady, like i really don't understand. i am
sorry but i really feel that i deserve a really good boy. and i believe
that everything happens for a reason but what is the reason for this
always happening to me? is there really something THAT good that will
make up for all of this mess with boys for 19 years?
i hope so.
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[03 Dec 2005|03:34am] |
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i am such a mess, seriously i don't know what to do with myself sometimes. and no one really knows what i'm talking about bc i didnt talk it out too much with anyone and yeah i'm a mess.
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the other night at work ally came with joe to visit me, then michelle came with michelle, and then amanda came with matt. and then last night sarah came with melissa. and my first day at the stocking job jackie came and bought something.
that makes me feel really good when you guys all came to visit me.
ily guys a lot. <3
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| i stole this from favorite <3 |
[18 Nov 2005|04:54pm] |
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If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. it can be anything you want- good or bad. when you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or moritified) about what people remember about you.
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[04 Nov 2005|01:03am] |
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it's weird how you can go from being happy, or not even happy just neutral to sad/upset/angry in literally a second.
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um let's see i haven't updated in mad long. what has happened since that post? UGHH.
i saw etid!!! they were mad good, the redchord was good too this
hot water rising or something? SUCKED OMG LONGEST set of my life so
horrible, the chariot wasn't good.
i also saw dane cook. SOOOOO funny, i've liked him for mad long now, since like...4th grade? i had mad good seats.
i saw.. wait.. met boys night out today, how random. i went to looney
tunes with alllllly and toni and i thought they were going to play so i was excited for that but as it turns out it was only a signing. ugh. we contemplated leaving but we were already there so whatev, we stayed. i was just so chill like oh hey and people were like redic and like freaking, haha it was funny,and two of them [well especially one] looked like pirates. [ass pirates
hahaha]
ummmmm my life is seriously a joke i can not say that enough. people
from the past come back and it feels like only to cause more pain..
that i don't need. that's why its called THE PAST that's where some
people belong.. unless they actually are going to make me happy. it's
weird how you can feel both happy and upset at the same time. ugh. it's
sad that i hold back in this thing but what are you gonna do. i am sick of weenies, i really ammm. ugh.
i wish i lived in the city.
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[28 Aug 2005|10:39pm] |
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hi i saw glassjaw tonight can i just say it was so amazing all last night and today i was freaking out. they are such an amazing band and daryl is so amazing and i've tickets numerous times to see them all of which were cancelled so this was so great, it really was. me and michelle actually saw glassjaw i can't beleive it just can't. i will write more later. all i can say is wow, i was practically laying on the stage forreal mad close, it was amazing. wowowowow.
<333333
it really makes me mad that my background won't work wtf is that.
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